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-Name : Gordon
-Came Down To Planet Earth On : 5th August 1991
-im a Child Of God
-18 this year and not really loving it
-horoscope : Leo
-I love my friends but i don't really show appreciation to them :X
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whats really happening?Sunday, July 5, 2009, 3:04 AM
okay gonna blog at 3.04am now.
haha yeah i noe its abit too early bt yeah im still awake.
and not yet alseep.well im really not myself this time i guess.
well if nobody noticed,im really not like..i've not been myself for probably a month already.
its really just hard.i have to continue to put on this fake smile,a blanket over my face,and like pretend to be that irritating fella that keeps irritating people.
its just hard cuz nobody really noes what happen and yeah..i really intend to keep it that way.
well maybe its cuz the way im brought up barhs.
like i was alone for a good 10 years of age,thats like primary 5??
till my little brother came..and yes i've nobody to share my troubles.so yea guess thats what probably made me bottle things up.
well GORDON,what a mess you've gotten yrself into seriously.
i duno larhs bt like sometimes i feel that GOD,i noe he thinks for the best for us and sometimes he changes what we've done.like be it for better or worse.
bt its really just so hard to accept what GOD sometimes changes in our lives.
its just really so hard to take it,its like a giant pill being forced down into yr throat.
and yeah todae i talked to jason my friend from G zone,and yeah was talking about my future with him.well guys you seen it here fresh,i've really decided to like after NS or after ite,i wanna go overseas to study.i dont noe if i can really go anot bt thats what i wana do.
lets just say im building the bricks for my future.
i've got no idea if GOD will continue to be my side or not.
bt yeah its really been almost some time that since i've gotten really happy again.
i really wish that GOD helps to clear this heap of mess im really in.
GOD whats happening.............im lost.........i need....you........
Jesus is always there.
He is there with you through thick and thin.
He watches over you when you are sad and when you are scared and even though you get to the point were you feel that you hate god..... dont.
he is testing you seeing if you truely love him and do wat ever you can to go to that one truely happy place were he has watched over you the whole time. iloveyou jesus.
[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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I began to think I was different...that I was different from those immature kids
