♪♪不能说的秘密♪♪

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ((:Sunday, February 15, 2009, 1:42 AM

lols okay ii noe its past 12 bt then well i'll still post it as a valentine's day section..
dont care what you think or say cuz its my blog ((:
dont like it?? then go read someone else's blog :D
hhmm..okay 1st up..i'll say about it..
well for once, okay its not really celebrating bt then todae was like, ii spent V-day at church.
not exactly what ii was expecting bt then it turned out great though :D
3 cheers to god!! :D
he always manages to impress me again and again and again and again and again ((:

hhmm..well todae (cuz its sunday already), suppose to go back to PLMC.
bt then dont really feel like goin back though..its like..not the same anymore.
like cell group is all split up and so disorganized and ii realli cannot see the part of me growing in that enviornment.espcially got that black motherfucker over there.
tsk tsk..ii wish god will do some justice for the injustice.
seriously make him suffer..really..its cuz of him that my whole christian walk in PLMC fucking sucks now.totally.
and yea im really starting to like HEART OF GOD CHURCH! :D
hahas..might contemplate to actually shift there cuz like ii realli do see myself grow there and also make and widen my circle of friends :D
everyone's totally rocking there and like they are really friendly and open ((:
so yea am still deciding wanna actually shift there anot.ii realli like it there really really much.
bt yea ii duno how to break the news to the cell yet.so yea =/

well currently im emoing cuz yea ii duno what to do and its becoming really stressful to me now cuz ii cant reach a decision and come to a conslusion.that really puzzles me cuz most of the time ii can do it.bt not for now..REALLY WEIRD.
ooh and todae vomited..shucks =/
duno why too bt just vomited really alot..lols..like a merlion..hahahaha xD
well..maybe im dieing soon?? or maybe its cuz ii ate too full??? well ii duno..god noes only ((:
hmm..well as usual, im listening to music and blogging ((:
insiprational right?? hahahahhas..
yea so currently am listening to the whole track album of the movie "不能说的秘密"
the songs are all really really nice though..yup yup..
so yea and once again.im alone and bored.hahas..typical of me though.
well todae really met new friends and yea im happy ((:
for once in a church,ii actually can laugh really happily and no fake laughters and like meeting new friends and talking about my life..wanting to noe more about me.
like cool right this bunch of people?? ((:

well actually now ii still harbour the thoughts of learning to play the piano.
hahas..yea im a freak =X
bt yea ii approached someone todae at church and she "MIGHT" teach me bt gotta see her schdule first.hahas..im sooo excited :D
really really do wanna learn though..and like can finally be my own "jay chou".
hahahs..yea its my dream to actually sing and play the piano like jay chou actually.
so now its a secret ii cannot tell .
so SHHHHHH ((:
well i've just finished gaming though.hahahaas..yea its really irritating that soo many noobs online now who acts pro -.-
jeez..whats the cs community became to man..its a total...disaster..TERRIBLE NOOBS-.-
bt gah! dont bother larhs..now cs-ing to me its just a way to really waste time.
hahas..really gotta faster type and go to my dreamland le..
lalalalalalas~~~~
really getting late though..and yea im tired X_x

so well..lastly before ii go off,ii would really like to thank the people of HOGC ((:

happy valentines day everyone ((:
signing off~~

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